Monday, March 29, 2010



How can you LOVE and HATE something all at the same time? This is how I feel
about change which is coming up in the next couple of months for me. My life has been somewhat defined by change, yet somehow I still have a hard time with it. I know I will adjust and things will be GOOD, but they will be DIFFERENT and that's the part I have a hard time with. Even though I have said goodbye countless times to people that are very important to me throughout my life, it never gets easier. I don't deal with it well. One hard part about the upcoming change for me, is that I am the one being left behind, I'm usually the one that leaves, weird. Decisions are usually involved in change as well, I have a hard time with decisions and I am going to have to make some...
On the other hand I do love change, the exciting possibilities, dreams being realized, new people and places!


  1. very nice post, i totally understand. thanks for posting, i totally checked my reader, aren't you proud?

  2. yes we will go get pizza. it looked delicious and i loved the scones. thanks for the tip!